The person who always in my heart

  All this while, I have been wondering why or should I always stand for what I'm facing. I'm lost in my world of life until I could barely drag my feet from places to places and I had to faced this whole situation and make things clear to me that everything is alright. I'm inspired how Mama always told me to be brave in every situation while Nona always told me, " pray to God. He is always with us, watching us from Heaven" I'm not so sure to be that person who is day-dreaming while learning with empty heads. Consequence, I wont be dare to faced the whole thing because I can't. I have forgotten who I really was and what I'am capable of. Wondering while holding my breadth off the ledge, I found out that this is not who I really was. I used to be the person who annoyed people and make people smile but now, I have turn myself upside down. I was not that same old person anymore and I have missed the whole part of mine. It's like there is a huge hole right in the middle of my heart. Makes me hard to see, to puzzle things up. God saves me :.>

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"You can make a million friends by a mere hello and a sweet smile.But lasting friendship are made by the sincerity of one hello and the honesty of one smile."

They are the awesome people I have met even though I met them just yesterday. They were the best and my beautiful and handsome friends. From different back ground, we raise ourselves from every inch of the way. We step ourselves from easy to hard and we learn together. We used to had 37 members but 2 was stop schooling and we still keep our relationship together until this very day. We do fight through huff and puff"s but I do give them a huge compliments. They had a very excellent personality in every each of them. From Chinese, Malay, Orang Ulu, Iban, I really salute them because we are in one community. And if one of us does in trouble, we solve it together by helping each other. Sometimes, we even shared jokes to each other and early in the morning.. I saw their warm smiles, like I was felt I"m so welcome there. Have you ever thought that, how can you have a million friends but only one of them are the one you can be trusted. But we, everyone was the same level. No one is left alone even Lee Fui Fong. She might be the quiet one among us, but we still see her as the part of the family in our class. I admit, we do over-reacted, childish, not mature or so, because we are still young and maybe someday, hopefully we'd be a better person with the adult mind.

 These awesome people are:

Ai Lee, Audrey, Angeline Fam May Chu,Chan, Collin, Diana, Desiree,Daveson , Eleanor, Flowrenecia, Jeremy, Jacquelyn George, Lee Fui Fong, M.Afiq, M.Syarif, Aminuddin, Iskandar, Izz Ahmad Irfan, Syafiee, Ting Ming Yek, Ngoui, Danial, Venice, Jessica, Nixie, Markwell, Norliana, Morris, Jones Goh

SPM

It has been a year in a half since I wrote anything that does not make sense at all to me. Wasting my brain thinking what world might I said or something that I have to spill a million thoughts on this page. But then I think it was a waste of time when i do so. My life of mine in 2014 was quite awesome back then. I had everything I have and now, I was almost graduate from high school and going to move forward for new school session in my new school or should I said UNIVERSITY. Life can be as tough as it looks but I appreciate that God live me from that day and now on wards. I'm going to miss my year when I had to start all over in a new school and soon I will be that new girl again facing my same new old story and maybe I would have to move on to another life and hopefully I had a pleasant life in 5 years to come. Wish me luck ! :)